| well to start were we ended last entry.. my gmas bday was on the 13th i didnt get to go there and put flowers i feel horrible. I can NOT believe i didnt goo. fuck! im pathetic..
on a better note
kimberly and i celeberated (sp?) our 1st year on the 15th!! im excited that i can actually say my longest relationship is a year and going strong YAY!! <33
then theres my birthday which was on dec. 18th and i turned 20!!! ahhhhhh haha we decided to go to ricos pizza. kim, shannon, alan, nat, becca, my mom && dad and dawn and david were SUPPOSE to go! bitches! her freakin mom payed for everythere plus gave us 20 bucks in change to play games and such..
it was very nice of her to go that for me. But still i feel bad. She also bought me a cake and we went back to kims house and smoked a joint and cut the cake lol. it was fun, even tho the day started off horrible.
i got a couple gifts i got socks, a rainbow keychain cool ass necklaces from shannon and alan. and of course a card. I got a card from the girls and i guess they bought me something offline. So were waiting for that to come. heheh i cant wait! Kimberly got me a card and a book full of love sayings and such its hella cute. then my mom and dad got me 100 bucks worth of weed that i got on saturday. which well prolly smoke the last of it tonight!! <33 im getting more soon.
i went to the doctors today and damn i weight a lot! im at my highest point right now and its kinda depressing. Im gonna cut way down. i hate food. honestly its gross and i hate feeling full! well peace out!



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